Yesterday I decided to test out something I had secretly feared for a few years. I rode a bike. It was not easy, I had to spend time giving myself a pep talk. All the while A and the neighbor kids were asking my I wasn't just riding and my DH was standing by to support me.
It was too much. I asked them all to leave me to myself. And in the end I had to tell myself "Just go." Ibdidn't go far and I definitely wasn't fast but I did it.
Each time I choose to push past these invisible barriers I feel more empowered. I have also realized that the most important motivator is me. Someone can tell me I can do it a hundred times, but until I tell myself and I believe... it won't happen.
I pray that I can continue to be bold. Continue to push past my barriers. And succeed in all my goals. A healthy, able person. I am tired of saying "I can't" to my son. I want to say "I WILL."
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